These days, I find myself thinking, when did my heart become so complicated? Once, everything was simple—just seeing you online made the world seem beautiful. But now, it feels heavier. What used to bring me peace now hurts me. I miss you deeply, but I can't say it. I’m waiting, but you're not coming back. I was always there, but now I’m the person you can leave behind whenever you want.
I understand everything, even the things you never said. I say, 'It's nothing,' but inside, I’m slowly losing myself every day. Every night, I fight alone with myself. I try to stay strong, but inside, I’m falling apart. The pain of loss isn’t just the emptiness, it’s realizing that I’m the only one fighting. You’re probably living life as usual, but I… I’m just trying to heal my heart.